Sometimes I honestly feel like I’m just being paranoid. When you feeling that burning sensation on tip of your shoulders , making you feel highly uncomfortable.
Normally, I only feel it when people are staring at me in public places. But nothing is more than being home alone and feeling that burning sensation. It’s just weird..
I read this article by the Telegraph, which says that the feeling of being watched comes from your brain getting ready for any threats. “A direct gaze can signal dominance or a threat, and if you perceive something as a threat, you would not want to miss it. So simply assuming another person is looking at you may be the safest strategy.”
I don’t think I want to feel like people are staring at me all time. In the animal kingdom, I would be the cat that was scared of everything. If someone wanted to fight me, I would run away 😦 Did a bit more research on the inter web and I’ve been self diagnosed with social anxiety (haha). However, as most smart know the internet is the worse place to search up your symptoms as you probably be told that you will die in the next 2 days when you have a simple cold.
I have no problem with my brain keeping alert in case of attack or social interaction however I would like it if the feeling watched or not watching is literally hurting my shoulders. Sometimes it hurts so much that my shoulders go numb with pain. But then it could down a supernatural creature like a guardian angel or ghost.
You know those times when you’ve watched to many horror movies and read to many vampire/werewolves books. (Thanks Wattpad ^.^) That you start to believe and whats more want it to happen to you. That the shadows in your house start to come alive and the voices in your head start to tell you that their following you home.
That…..I sidetracked. Anyway, I have a deep feeling I’m been watched by a higher being and I don’t care I just wish it would stop hurting me.
This became a really weird post, but then again you wouldn’t be reading this if you didn’t care. Haha
Until next time x
Just Being Lola 